try not to let fear control your happiness. Some things are worth the risk
I have never experienced anything involving a person to be worth any kind of risk. Which is why I do not trust. Its why I also know for a fact I am not worth a risk or wait. Being cautious, even if overtly, keeps me from falling. Being hurt in anyway is something I want to avoid at all costs.
If I ever get married.. my spouse may have to wait at the very least an extra year for a real honeymoon… or…I just may decide to never give up my virginity at all. I fear that no one will marry me because they “love me” but just to screw me. As a matter of fact….I don’t even wanna get married…..or ever even have another relationship.